pregnancy


The Newborn Stage Will End. And No, It Won’t End You.

Three months. That’s what I tell every new mom or soon to be mom that asks me how I survive. You just do. Although it feels like it, time doesn’t stand still. It moves (oh so slowly) but it does. For me, all three of my kids seemed like little terrorists from the moment them […]
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Am I A Bad Mom? And Other Questions I Ask Myself Constantly

Being a mother is something I always dreamed of. So, when Santi was born in January 2017, I was surprised to feel like I loved him, but I wasn’t in love with him. I’m such a piece of crap, right? Now, before I continue, let me explain myself clearly. I have always loved my child. […]
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How Many Babies Is Too Many Babies?

To be honest, I don’t think I know. I know that I overdid it, but because they’re so close in age. Would I change what I did? No, because then I wouldn’t have Antonio. Would I suggest following in my footsteps? No, because then you’d be going insane too.  Becoming a parent changes everything. Literally […]
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My Week Away From Instagram

Two weeks ago I thought I hit rock bottom. I haven’t slept consecutive hours since Santi was born, I felt victimized by Santi’s stamp attack and chose of color (threw the whole blue scheme out the window) and just felt overwhelmed. I think the thing or feeling that tipped me over the edge wasn’t so […]
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